Monday, January 31, 2005
today didnt turn out to be as bad as i thought it would.
first, i got my math test. i thought i was the only one doing the test )= but then i realized nakarin didnt go school on friday too. at least it wouldnt be that weird. at least the passerbys had nakarin to stare at instead of me only.
then arrgh. it all seemed so easy. but i did badly. even worse than my first test. i should have studied! i thought he was gonna take 80% of the total score and i knew i would fail and assumed he would do it so i just didnt bother. keer boo. horrid judgement i have recently. bad, stupid misses at gunbound, dumb decisions..
and omg! my eczema came back again wad-the-~~! hasnt it gone for good? so maybe im allergic to something. food? i dont think so, i didnt take anything special today. im so piffy, why do i have this bleddy skin problem!? at least if i had acne, i can get it cured for once and for all. this eczema.. braved 2 different rounds of medication and comes and goes whenever it likes. i dont like it, not at all.
anyway. retail theraphy again! got 3 pairs of colored contact lens. and amazingly i wore my contact lenses from 6am plus all the way through to 9pm! hoho. i think i dont have dry eyes no more. and i tried the chicken prosperity burger today. it sucks. couldnt taste anything but pepper and more pepper (which is rather tasteless, but spicy). so i literally ate some tasteless chicken in between 2 pieces of bread. which isnt that nice either.
dang it. i want to hide at home until i can get my eczema cured. its so annoying! and i hate long days. i thought i was gonna die on my chair when it was 12.30pm. the stupid weather's so humid and the lessons bored me out. cant sleep, cant talk, cant die.
it was hell.
and i realize how much i know about physics in the test today. pratically nuts. i scribbled rubbish so mr lai wouldnt think that im purposely leaving the whole paper blank. i drew something i thought was a converging lens, but it didnt make sense but at least i tried. then drew some arrows and labelled it using some logic. although its wrong, oh well.. i forgot about the test )=
betta get going. i need to complete my newspaper article reviews. suzanne isnt very happy about me procrastinating. every teacher, in fact.
xoxo
joce-lyn
9:44 PM
